My brothers and sisters, where are we going? Is the human race destined for bright lights, comfy sofas, and fake tits? How do our habits as a whole make us appear? It is as though we are self destructive by nature. How did we get here? Is there a why? What does the universe look like? What would the skin of an apple look like if its seed had a telescope? Perhaps the surface of our skin, as seen by a single cell, from the inside out. Do individual virus cells have a nymphomaniac sex drive? The Universe, is it only as big as our imaginations?
Good and bad karma, lost and found loves, lust, sin, deliverance, patience, forgiveness, old friends. Lives, disciplines, disciples, habits, routines, Right and Wrong. How sculpted are our lives? Can we see what will happen tomorrow? At some point as the planet’s population continues to grow there will be someone else that has had similar life experiences if not the same as you. Sooner or later the number of life events and paths able to be experienced has to overlap those already lived. Maybe at the time of our deaths our lives will flash before us, and if we are able to remain focused through this process, we will be permitted to choose a new path, one focused on learning the things missed during the previous. Maybe each new baby born in the universe is starting a life path that has already been lived, and the trick is to remember where key opportunities we missed. Could we have picked our own parents? Some sort of cosmic college of life each course a new set of parents (classes?). If people maintain routines they become predictable. When we eat, sleep, drink. What do our dreams have to do with life, hints? memories? Silly works of our unconscious, but in fact far under worked minds? Now I know we are all over worked, so just what is real? Fine is the line that distinguishes dream and reality. Is the laptop I’m typing this on real? Physically yes, mentally I don’t know, emotionally no, spiritually no. The ideas I type about, are they? Physically no, mentally yes, emotionally yup, spiritually yes.
Is it truly mankind’s most optimal path for humans to consume oil, propane? We call these natural resources, they come from the earth, are created by the earth. But in refining it are we playing god. Can I get away with comparing drilling for oil to harvesting stem cells? Both are then used for, on some plane, similar uses. To give life to an engine, to give life to a human? What about money? How has the human race been changed by the emergence of backed currency as apposed to raw material trade? Gold, but not a ring you have made yourself.
Well, I guess there is really a fine line between paranoia and preparing ones self. So much of the world today revolves around fear, and it doesn’t matter who has already said it. To fear what may happen, when something, where or how even why, just fear. Fear of the unknown.
What makes sense? Math? On paper keep dividing 100 by two, then your answer by two, then your answer by two,….., you’ll never reach zero.? Science? There is medium that science hasn’t adequately explained. Pen and paper, verbal, sign language, Morse code, the internet, TV, all mediums of communication. Why has the subject matter in mainstream entertainment and media taken a plunge to its current state? Back in the day what was there for entertainment? Plays, concerts, sporting events, well shit back in the day could have been just loafing in the sun burning one and gorging oneself on fresh raspberries, really. When did the amount of revenue generated by running commercials start to far surpass the amount needed to broadcast the programs they interupt. You can buy DVDs now with the all time funniest commercials, or all time sexiest commercials. It’s as though someone or some group of people want to make us into a materialistic, scared, egocentric society.
Who polices what comes out of the television? I mean it, really, I have to further explain. At what point is suspense detrimental? Can empathy be used as a weapon? If so who would wield it? Is every one hard wired for being able to experience sympathy or empathy for that matter, or is it only some?
Rights of passage in life?, Kissing a girl, driving a car, first travel, reading your first book, writing your first book, getting married, voting? Building your own house?
In the end who will you have to answer to but your own conscience? How hard is it to manipulate your conscience? Does a writer need to be licensed and bonded? Laughing. Are we crushing the last little bit of a conscience the human race has.
In the absence of a known means of communications the only medium left is emotion or the interpretation of emotion.
If there where no mirrors would life have evolved this way? Do we or are we pushed to want to act like, sound like, look like, want to be like someone else.
So I continue to try and develop some sort of a style to write in.. It has to encompass all of these ideas, emotions, and concepts and jamb it into a never ending run on thought sentence/ryhme/ idea. that style is what I call Roadrunner Logik.
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the coyote
